#so yeah what a final season. goodbye forever i guess

[hauntingblue]

Omg. No but he can.

Raven got the short end of the stick. How did sebastian just rip off his heart

[b-lossm]

•+*Forevers a long time*+•

Vi (arcane) x reader [angst-> comfort kinda..]

synopsis: Vi visits your new home before her big mission..

SEASON 2 SPOILERS KINDA!!!!

This is hard; fathoming the possibility that this may be the last time she sees you, its hard.

Vi tries her best to put up her brave walls again but when she hears your breath getting caught in your throat she realizes that its pointless "H-Hey this isn't goodbye" she says while haphazardly wiping your tears, trying to wipe her own as well, she knows that she might be lying, but for your sake she cant believe that too.

"B--But--" you start "No, I will come back, not in a box, okay?" she tries to reassure you through her shaky words wrapping her arms around you to bring you down "Vi d--don't even say that don't say that I wasn't trying to bring it up but--" hic "You cant leave, no, not right now, everything was going good before the explosion, you cant" you ramble on about how you two where finally gonna have a good life together, how her impatient self waited so long to get out of Stillwater to have a good life with you and now this? She quickly shuts you up with a soft kiss to bring you down.

"Hey--Hey Y/n breathe, breath Lovebug" she attempts to calm you down by tracing shapes into your side and kissing your cheeks, something that always works "I know, I don't like waiting for anything and we finally got here, but to make sure we keep everything we worked for I have to go, its only gonna be for a week ok and the---" you cut her off "Yeah a week where you might die!" she sighs, your right, your almost always right "Yeah, I know" she starts, pausing her motion for a split second, contemplating her life "Lovebug, you gotta understand that even if I do die, its for the greater cause, plus you know Cait, she doesn't miss, and you know me! I don't miss.. well most of the time" she chuckles while planting kisses all over your face and hairline.

When she finally gets you too stop crying she holds your hand "Tell you what.." she starts "When I come back, I'll get you that pretty promise ring you always wanted hm?" your mouth runs dry "Really Vi..?" you ask while your face flushes red "mhm' really, then I'll be yours forever, well until I really propose" she looks into your eyes, the color soothes her, it always does. You shake your head while smiling sadly "Well m' gonna hold it to you Vi, forever's a long time and I need you for that so you better come back" you say bittersweetly, still coping with the idea that your girlfriend might not come back.

"I want you to pinky promise that you'll come back Violet" 'Oh shit', she thinks you used her real name, She smiles and holds up her pinky “If I don't come back I want you too cut my pinky off for the funeral" she jokes as you interlock your fingers and lock it in with your thumbs "M' serious Vi, I need you here.. a lot of us do" you smile shyly "yeah I know" she says with a cocky smirk

Afterwards you two headed to bed and had hot and sad sesbian lex

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The day after you where a mess.

You got dressed and got her ready to go "Go get her Vi, I'm sorry that its her that you have to get.." you say sadly, reminiscing on the times you and Vi hung out with powder, the times that you wanted the small girl to cherish. "She's gone Y/n, m' sorry but she is, I think I'll be ok." she takes a deep breath, realizing that in a way she's become something she never wanted to be "I know, just, be careful.." You say while admiring your tall girlfriend in the mirror thinking its weird how she's wearing the enforcer uniform, then you hear Caitlyn's knock at the door.

"I guess this is it then.." she starts but you quickly shut her down "No, we where sad yesterday, today your gonna go be the only cool ass enforcer and your gonna get her. Then your gonna come back to me like you promised" You say, determined to lighten the mood, She quickly pulls you into a deep kiss, its a goodbye kiss you know it is, but it doesn't matter to you anymore.

"Bye--Bye Vi, I'll hold up the fort while your gone"

"Bye Lovebug, I'll see you in a week"

you watch them as they leave, Vi looking back too see if you where still looking as many times as she can to make sure she can remember your face.

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A/n

Season 2 brings me so much sorrow I made a playlist :(

This was supposed to be like Japanese Denim by Daniel Ceaser but it didnt really come through, I'll def make a fic based off of it more in the future though.

also why is there a Vi fanfic drought????, someone pls send me some, not alot of smut tho because there is so much.

[teacasket]

august

genre: angst au: high school au, summer love au warnings: swearing word count: 0.8k   pairing: gn!reader x lee minho song: august by taylor swift mini series: cruel summer // august // betty // cardigan // the 1 a/n: the reader for this is not the same reader for betty or cardigan. this reader is minho’s summer friend.

SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING “US”

This love has been living on borrowed time. You knew that the night you kissed Minho, his lips sticky with the bubblegum bubble you popped. It was a stupid decision, yet he kissed you back.

Kissed you until your lip gloss got lost among the splatter, until the remnants of his strawberry-flavored gum found their way into your mouth, until you both forget how quickly this has to end.

That didn’t seem to matter. Sand dune chats and bottled sunscreen burnished the days golden, pilfered wine and tangled bedsheets left the nights in a thick haze. Walks on the pier became a ritual, and you eagerly waited for him on the bench underneath the streetlight every evening. Whenever he draped his arm across your shoulders, you knew you had him. After many summers of pining, Minho is finally yours.

You throw his duffel bag into the trunk of his parents’ minivan. Suitcases pile on top of one another, and last-minute miscellaneous items have been shoved into tight corners. For the next nine months, his family’s beach house will sit empty and you’ll drive past it every day when you go to school. It’ll be your only connection to him in your hometown.

“You’ll call me, right?” you ask him. “Being busy with a school isn’t an excuse because I know you don’t do homework.”

“I finished all my summer reading. I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

You groan, eliciting a smile from him. “Call me, okay? I wanna hear all about your fancy high school and your city friends. You never tell me anything. C’mon. It’s not fair at this point.”

“Alright,” he laughs, putting his hands up in defense, “I will. I’ll see you next year.”

Barely audible over the breeze, you say, “I’ll miss you.”

“Here’s something to remember me by then.”

He tosses you a half-empty pack of his signature bubblegum, and you catch it with two hands. You could buy this at any surf shop, but you can’t help but hold it close to your heart. When you wave goodbye to him and his family, the gum burns in your palm, reminding you that he’s still with you. You won’t chew on any of the gum; you’ll leave it in your nightstand drawer, look at it every night, and wonder how why you didn’t kiss Minho sooner.

For two weeks, you wait for him to call you. He sends curt texts every once and while about being busy unpacking or getting ready for his classes, and you reply with updates about your own life. The ice cream parlor’s new seasonal flavors, the mind-numbing chapters you have to read for English, and the seagull you fended off are just a few of the stories you send.

However, you can’t wait forever. You’re so relieved when he picks up.

“Hey! How’ve you been? I missed you.”

Something rustles on his end, muffling his voice. “Hey. Uh, been better, I guess. First week of classes, so you know.”

“Oh, I forgot you start earlier than us. First week isn’t too bad, right? Just syllabi and introductions. So, any plans for a Friday night? If not,” you slyly say, “you can come visit me for the weekend. There’s hardly anyone in town, so we can try all those tourist trap restaurants you wanted to go to.”

“That sounds fun, but I can’t. I'm heading to a party right now, so I’ll call you back?”

You feel yourself wilting but put on a bright voice for him. “Yeah, sure! Tell me everything tomorrow. Have fun.”

He ends the call, and you sink into your mattress. It’s too early to go to bed, but part of you wants to sleep the time away. Instead, you sneak downstairs to the kitchen and pour yourself a cup of red wine. Something light, something to remind yourself of Minho. You scroll on your phone until your eyelids droop and then curl into bed. Your dreams are sweet, ocean waves and Minho kissing you relentlessly.

Even though Minho said he would call tomorrow, your phone vibrates, the name minho lighting up the room.

“Hi,” you whisper, trying to conceal your sleepiness. "How was the party?”

“I got back together with my ex—”

“What?” You didn’t know he had an ex. You never even knew he had dated someone before.

“—so this is it for us. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you, but the party and—”

You hang up and stare at the ceiling, now fully awake. Tears well up in your eyes and glide down your cheeks when you blink. Your face grows hot. Are you sad? Embarrassed? Angry? You can’t tell, and that somehow makes everything worse. You loved him for ten years and only had him for June, July, and August.

Only for the summer.

‘CAUSE YOU WEREN’T MINE TO LOSE.

[wawamouse]

Oz Rewatch 3: S6E03: Sonata da Oz

Plotlines

Eugene Dobbins guesting

Keller and Beecher are saying goodbye; Keller attacks Lopresti; Schillinger goes to visit Loewen, who berates him; Yood tells Beecher that Winthrop killed his father; Loewen threatens Devlin; Beecher is released from Oz; Loewen is killed in the hospital

Stella reaches out to Pablo Rosa; Norma visits Rebadow to ask him to talk to Busmalis

Cutler fights Pancamo for Robson; Glynn gives Pancamo back the kitchens on the condition he leaves the Aryans alone

Martinez continues to be ill and harassed by Brass; Chico visits Martinez to shank him but ultimately chooses not to, angering Morales; Martinez dies in the night under Nurse Grace’s care; Gloria fires heron the spot and informs Glynn she’ll be publicizing the autopsy results; Glynn decides to hold a press conference about the toxins in Solitary;

Brass tells Murphy that Martinez confessed that Morales ordered him; Morales is placed in Solitary where Brass cuts his achilles tendons

Hoyt has a mental breakdown on Death Row; Mukada asks Sister Pete to examine Hoyt; Mukada releases Kirk’s possession to his mother

Sister Pete tries to take Jericho from Cyril, who resists and is upset; Cyril is set to be executed; he is put through electro shock to deal with his emerging mental illness and return to a mental space fit for execution

Redding tells the Homeboys they will be working in the telemarketing office

Said is visited by the publishers who tell him the legal battles involved; Said decides to publish Augustus’s boo himself and pay the employees minimum wage; Idzik, posing as a reporter, kills Said

I accidentally started episode 4 instead and had to DIVE for the play controls before McManus announced Said’s death to Emerald City 😅 So she already heard the part that was like "Yesterday, a man came to Oz pretending to be a journalist" and was suspicious when Said went to meet with a supposed reporter at the end of the episode. Whoopsss

Me: What does Yood get from egging this on? Sister: He gets to keep his companion.

Sister: He’s got that prison-itis where he just starts telling everyone his plans. He’s going to die in this episode.

Sister: No time for hugs! Leave, leave, leave! Get out first and then come back and hug him in the visiting room! Quick! Before the door closes!

Sister: Your boy is moving up in the world. Rebelling… Now that he made up with Miguel, it's time for a new leader…

Sister: Uhh, are they banging? Miss ma’am? What are your fingers doing?

Sister: I don’t get it, either… (proceeds to muse for several minutes)

Sister: Wait, wait, wait. They publicly revealed that Solitary is full of poison and they’re still just putting people in there?

Sister: His ideas are getting too big… Something's going to happen. Said: Mentions he's meeting a reporter Sister: NOOOOO... he's going to DIE.....

Stray Thoughts

Sister was impatient to see Beecher leave

Sister thinks Eleanor is Secretly Evil

Final Thoughts Sister: I was wondering why there wasn’t really a Said storyline this season, and it was because now he’s gone forever… I wonder if the writers got lazy and just killed him so they wouldn’t have to figure out what to do about all the legal battles. Damn, and now we won’t get to see Beecher come visit him and hug him in the visiting room… And who will be leader now? Arif? I guess so, but he seems to have control problems. They’re not going to bring a new guy in just to be the leader, because this is season 6. Everything’s falling apart… What are we going to do? What’s the point? Said’s dead…

Sister: The Irish guy (Murphy) got stupider. Me: Ryan? Sister: No, the other one. The guy who just went along with things. Me: Oh, Murphy. Sister: Yeah, maybe. Also, if I worked there and they said that part of my workplace was contaminated, I would not be stepping foot in there. Not only did they know that area was making people sick, but they put people back there and continued to voluntarily step into the space. I’d be pissed. I’d be calling OSHA. Me: Did they mention that they are already fixed the situation and we just forgot? Sister: I don’t think so. I’m pretty sure he just said to keep it hush hush and then stuck them back in Solitary… Sister: Also, if they’re cutting him up in Solitary, how are they supposed to make up an excuse? Don’t they have to take him to the hospital? And they’re cutting his heels, so that’s like a slow torture and they’re all exposed to the contaminants. Like, shouldn’t that one lady be sick, too? The one who keeps going to all of the prisoner’s cells? And she works there? Ooh, is that what the plot is going to be? Retribution at last? Is the lady going to die? Hm… I guess it depends on how the show wants me to feel about them… 20 years later…

Me: Any predictions for the rest of the season? Sister: The lady may or may not die… Mm, I was going to say maybe the prison will close, but they didn’t even close it when it got blown up. They just moved everyone to a different part, so I guess not. Umm… McManus will leave, depending on what happens. The Poet guy may try to take control from Redding, and the telemarketing office is going to do credit card scams…. Miguel? I don’t know… He didn’t really have a storyline this episode, either. Other than being horny. Also, the priest is having some demon plot line… You know, kind of rude of Mr. Reverend to disappear and instead of hanging around on Mr. Priest’s shoulder, he lets the devil ride there instead. He should be coming over like “shoo, shoo, this is my guy”. Like, if you’re supernatural, and the devil is supernatural, then you’re on the same playing field. You could tell him to fuck off, that’s your shoulder. Or, you could send prophetic dreams to him and be like ��there is no devil on your shoulder” like the biker dude said. That way Mr Priest isn’t all paranoid, looking at his shoulder and thinking he’s haunted.

Sister: I think Cyril will die. Me: Which episode, do you think? Sister: Episode 5…

[astrolotte]

any thoughts on peri and dev not saying bye to each other before the memory wipe? i know it's been weeks since the finale but it's something i keep dwelling on

Well it's not like we've had any new official content since to dwell on lol you're good

I guess I'll just say outright that yeah, I do really wish Peri and Dev had been able to say goodbye. I understand that the finale was really strapped for time, but still... disappointing.

I do still think that Peri and Dev will get back together, so to say, in season 2, as it'd be stupid to just revert Dev forever, and even stupider to just completely get rid of Peri considering he's important to Cosmo & Wanda's story, the two characters that are in every iteration of FOP so far. They aren't just gonna throw either of them away. So it's not the worst thing...

But it's still pretty eh.

Peri keeps fucking up around Dev, and this is just another nail in the coffin. So many of the times we see him, he's talking to his parents instead of the godkid he's supposed to be looking after- just look at Operation: Birthday Takeback or the end of Best of Luck. Obviously he's had to have been talking to Dev when they're not around, but Dev would definitely notice that any time they're nearby, they're being prioritized over him.

He does talk to Dev specifically for a bit in Dig a Little Deeper, but it's part of an argument. And even then, Cosmo and Wanda insert themselves into the conversation a moment later.

It would've made more sense to have their separation be the first time we really see Peri prioritize talking to Dev for even just a second, beyond when he's trying to avoid his parents in Battle of the Dimmsonian. You can have him hug his parents and then apologize to Dev, even.

It'd end up being like... a beginning at the end. Finally starting to get along, but only when it's too late. And then they could use that as a starting point for whatever their season 2 dynamic is going to be- Peri as his caretaker, Dev remembering on his own, whatever. They started to learn about each other, then separated for a while, and now..... now what?

It'd just be nicer, I think, to have them apologize to each other. Also leaves us off with a slightly better ending for if we don't end up getting a season 2 (pleaaaaaaaaase Nickelodeon be sensible for once....)

But, again, I do acknowledge that they were strapped for time. Fitting a whole Fairy World takeover into a 22-minute episode is difficult to balance. It's a big plot, on top of having to include some bits of humor as well to keep it from seeming too serious and dark. They probably would've done something there if they could.

[stuck-on-boops-alt]

so uh litg volume 13 happened..

I still like Hamish, but the spark is gone I'm afraid... I will just blame it on the writing lol

spoilers below and mostly rants, so if you're up for that, read on!

My thoughts on the talent show.. of course it was boring. I just sped through it most of the time. Hamish looked cute with the dog ears, but hhh the dog training part was so weird wtf. I was so shocked like.. 😧😧😧 I mean I think the writers thought it was funny, I guess? I had secondhand embarrassment for Lyn and Hamish, watching it unfold. 😂

The romantic gesture was uh.. it was cute? But.. paper airplanes again?? Really??? And the stuff that LI likes about MC are uh.. I swear they're so banal. I think it was just the merging personality thing because if it was specific for the LI, Hamish's writings on the papers would be something about their whacky shenanigans like the popcorn thing, their random banters and MC being someone that he feels safe to open up to-- not these generic-ass compliments. But yeah, I guess they were lazy to write something that isn't applicable for ALL the LIs 🤷🏻‍♀️

Eddie is still Eddie. I ignored his stinky cheese hair in all the episodes.

Now, I have to talk about the worst part of it all. I don't wanna be fucking reminded of the Sienna thing. It's sooooooo lame. The devs probably thought "oh we're going to make it seem like the s8 thing again where the LI comes in with Sienna BUT the twist is it's actually BELLA who is just the host! No one would expect that! We're going to sUbVeRt their expectations!” All I felt during that part is please get this over with. I don't need this. Get me outta here. End my misery 😭😭😭

Though.. I kinda wish they revealed more about our LI's birth chart. I was actually very curious and that was the only thing that piqued my interest.

Welp.. at least my mc Lyn and Hamish are finally and officially together. That cliffhanger tho ahaha.. just let Lyn say yes already gdi.

It's Season Finale next week. After that, goodbye forever LITG. I still might think about you from time to time. I still might draw something when I get nostalgic, but I will stay away from the game for good.

edit: I forgot to mention that I also hate how they brought Angie into it. What do you mean she and Sienna are besties? SHE WAS MY S4 MC'S BESTIE!! AND SIENNA AS MAID OF HONOUR OVER HER OWN SISTERS??? WHAT DO YOU MEANNN??? Sienna wtf stop stealing everyone. Your birth chart must be so whack 😭

[aviegoescrayz]

"here"

Sturniolo triplets X reader

SUMMARY: a time in which the triplets are away in Boston, leaving you alone and bored in your single apartment back in LA.

A/N * please lmk if this is terrible .. this will be my first EVERRRR time publishing my writing on the Internet. I've posted back in my Wattpad days during covid.. we don't talk ab that don't ask me 😭 PLEASE GIVE ME TIPS OR CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM I NEEEEED IT BAD. This is also all from one pov lmk if you like just one pov or would like more character povs 🧐🧐 LOWERCASE INTENDED !! ANYWAYS ENOUGH WAFFLING !!!

*PROOFREAD*

*the phone rings three times before the brunette boy on the other side of the state finally answers*

"hello?" his voice is slightly husky, almost tired sounding.

you let out a short sigh, unaware you were holding your breath and speak out a small "hi matt" with a wide smile on your face.

"y/n what are you doing awake, it's like what?" there was a small pause that posed as him thinking "almost midnight?" he finished.

you don't answer for a second due to you lifting your phone from your ear, checking the time that reads *11:56*

"oh" is all you can muster up for a second, before remembering where matt is. "wait... but matt it's literally 3 AM in Boston, why are 𝘺𝘰𝘶 awake?" you ask with a bit of sass laced throughout your words.

you can almost see the cocky expression on the boy's face when he retorts, bearing a nearly equal amount of sass within his speech "uh I'm allowed to be, you on the other hand, are not."

your face twists up with confusion, why would I not be allowed to be up? "what are you on about? why can't I be up?" you reply.

"you have work tomorrow kid" he responds in a matter-of-faclty kind of way that makes you laugh in realization. "OH! -- oh yeah!" you say between little giggles.

"it's just so boring without you guys here!" you reply to yourself. "I've been stuck in my house cleaning for christ sake" you finish, dragging out the vowels in your seventh spoken word.

matt just laughs in response, this causes you to smile to yourself before spitting out a quick "what!" all you hear from the other end of the call is a slight rustling, then footsteps, then a door opening?

you sit and wait for him to respond, a bit confused, but all confusion is wiped from your mind when matt mumbles a sentence, "say hi to y/n nick"

you sit up in your bed excited to hear from another one of your favorite boys. "hi y/n/n!" Nick almost immediately responds before a low "matt just give me phone" matt must've complied because now you were hearing nicks voice instead of the previous boys.

"hi Nick! wha'dya doing?" You say giddy to hear from him. he laughs and you hear a bit of rustling before he replied, "oh nothing right now, but can I tell you about what we did earlier?" he sounded just as equally excited to talk to you.

you both went on and on about the Boston aquarium, and the penguins and Matt's "stupid turtle hat" Nick said. all for about fifteen minutes before you heard nicks door being swung open, and loud running feet came towards nicks direction.

you heard a bit of incoherent mumbling before Nick sighed and said "y/n, Chris says it's his turn to talk to you, so I gotta go. but I'll definitely text you later okay?" you bid him goodbye and Chris started up a new conversation about his annoyance with fortnite at the moment. "the star wars packs have been in the item shop for I dont even know how long, like forever I guess. but I can't get the fucking Don Toliver emote anymore? this shits crazy."

you listened to him rant about this season and how it's apparently "trash" (?) for about 20 minutes before he asks "do you want matt back? he came in here wanting to know if u wanted to talk to him yet"

you smiled at the somewhat cute gesture and after a few seconds of thinking you replied back with a "if your done talking shit about this game then yeah, pass me back please" Chris just laughed and you heard a "here" it sounded kind of far away as if he had the phone streched with his arm, handing it back to matt.

"okay I'm back now, hope your not bored anymore 'cuz you need to go to sleep now." Matt's voice seeped through your speakers in your phone as he spoke. all you did was groan and flop back on your bed, you're sure he heard it because he laughed and said "c'mon y/n get to bed, it's so late."

"Matt I'll be fine just-" you were cut off by Matt's voice, once again, telling you to go to sleep. once you finally let up and told him you'd go to bed he responded with a proud "good, you're gonna thank me in the morning I promise"

you both bid your good nights, and the phone was handed to both of the two other triplets for a few seconds each to also wish each other goodnight.

after the call ended you were feeling happier than you have the whole week they'd been in Boston. You got yourself ready for bed, brushing your teeth, washing your face, and changing into more sleep appropriate attire before crawling back into the same sheets you've been tirelessly tossing around in for days, finally falling asleep, happy and content.

A/N * ERM guys what the fart just happened. I feel so strange posting this 😭 please lmk if you have any recommendations for my writing or even future fics 🫡🫡 anyways, bye crayzies 💜💜

[bunting27]

For Jamie ❛ this was a mistake. ❜ best friend who hookup and then regret it for a moment spending some time avoiding eachother but realizing they actually want to be togeather?

mistake ✏︎ j. drysdale

bunting27's 100 follower celly !

a/n: trevor getting his way by being an unrelenting pain in the ass is so on brand

prompts: "this was a mistake"

wc: 0.9k

taglist: @kenanlotus0 @puckbunnyforsway @whourfeyrac

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it had been three days. neither of them had texted or called, she didn’t even come to the game the night before to cheer him on. it had been the first game she’d missed since she had strep early last season.

today, she had woken up to a text from trevor. there was no context, just a simple ‘???’. she understood, there wasn’t much context needed. she ignored it, opting to go on with her day as if nothing was happening. then, trevor called her.

she couldn’t even get a word in before he was yelling in her ear. “yeah, jamie’s here, you wanna say hi?” her eyes shot open, and she didn’t have time to hang up before she heard jamie’s voice over the phone.

“hey, trevor’s grandma?” she wanted to laugh, but she couldn’t, nothing came out but a sad, quiet ‘hi’

“oh,” he murmured softly, the static of the phone taking over in both of their ears until she built up the courage to say something.

“this was a mistake,” she then immediately hung up, not really wanting to hear anything he had to say, if he could even bring himself to say it. when the line went dead, jamie frowned to himself and then glared at trevor, having told him in confidence what happened between the two of them.

“what the fuck, man,” he threw trevor’s phone into his lap and shook his head, walking back over to his room.

trevor groaned, yelling after him with a shout of his name. “you can’t fucking avoid her forever, jamie,” jamie’s bedroom door slammed shut at that, and trevor didn’t bother to continue, it was no use.

he decided if he couldn’t get through to jamie, he would try her again. he called her, and it was declined immediately. he continued to try, and she finally picked up on the fifth time around.

“that was a dick move, trevor. give me a reason to stay on the line” trevor let out a dry laugh, earning a scoff from her on the other side of the phone.

“i deserve that, i guess. but you can’t be that mad. he told me what happened, i don’t know what he expected me to do” she put him on speaker phone and tossed her phone onto her bed, running her hands over her face roughly in frustration.

“why are you calling me, trev?” he wasted no time with his answer 

“come over, i think you just need to talk it out” she laughed, shaking her head into her hands. trevor never really was one for anxious feelings or worry of any kind. had he been in this situation, facing it head on would be a spectacular idea. for her and jamie, though? neither of them had the confidence.

“we need to talk it out? is that what you think? jesus christ, trevor. just pretend he never told you and stop trying. stop calling, too. drop it” she picked her phone back up from her covers, ready to hang up on him, when he spoke back up.

“he’s only avoiding you because he wishes you’d never left. that morning. he thinks you regret what happened, and that’s why you left while he was still asleep” her jaw clenched, thumb moving away from the red button on her screen and knees coming up to her chest.

“i regret it cause he does, too. i left so it wouldn’t be awkward because he doesn’t want that with me” trevor shook his head, even though she couldn’t see it 

“come talk to him. he’ll prove me right. he never reached out cause he was upset that you left” the line went dead, and she was just staring at trevor’s contact on her phone, her face hidden in her knees and her eyes watering.

did she really fuck this up on the assumption that he didn’t want her? could they have been together by now if she’d just said goodbye? stayed with him?

she felt like she was in someone else’s body while she made her way to her car, and then over to jamie and trevor’s place. she was hardly conscious while driving, like she was on autopilot, it was a wonder she knew to stop at red lights and stop signs.

when trevor opened the door she’d never seen him look so relieved, but she was just staring into the distance, zoned out and thinking about how stupid she felt. how she would feel if this all ended up being her fault.

trevor knocked on jamie’s bedroom door for her, earning a prompt reply of ‘fuck off’ from his roomate, but he continued to knock until jamie was so annoyed he swung his door open with a glare.

when he saw her, his lips parted and he furrowed his eyebrows. trevor patted him on the shoulder and walked away, allowing them some privacy.

“was this a mistake?” jamie pulled her into his room, closing his door. she was on the verge of tears and her words came out as a whisper.

he sighed when he heard it, looking exasperated.

“not for me” her heart both swelled and broke, his words serving as a confirmation that had she just stayed in his arms a few more hours that morning, everything would’ve been fine.

she wiped a tear from her cheek, and he hugged her close, his nose pushing into her hairline.

“i’m sorry, j” she whispered again, crying into his chest. he shook his head, letting his eyes fall shut and his hand rub soothing patterns on her back.

“no, don’t be. we should’ve talked before we fell asleep, i chose not to do that, i didn’t want to think about it” she gripped his shirt, keeping him close to her and letting out a choked sob.

“i could’ve had you if i stayed” she looked up at him, face tear stained and red.

“you can still have me now, angel,”

[blamemma]

i think what gets me heated about this alpine situation is seeing another driver get fucked over and not get to say a proper goodbye to the team members and staff. like, yes, the finer points are different, but seeing someone get pushed out this way after being treated like shit all season is so disheartening and brings back all the daniel feels.

on the other hand, i do have in mind that esteban has another team lined up, and he still gets to keep driving, and he made a public statement calling out the management's bullshit.

and then i'm additionally angry that we never got to see daniel obliterate red bull's fuckassery and publicly out them as the rat bastards they are. and i know he doesn't owe us a statement etc etc it's just difficult to see stuff like this happen bc it reminds me all too well how there's no closure yet and how we might forever be sitting here with an open book waiting to turn the final page.

i guess the solace that can be given, is that alpine staff members know it's not esteban's fault that he won't be saying goodbye? it's 100% a difficult one, and it is unfair, but if flavio said it's race with us no test, or test with haas.....esteban took the decision he saw best. fair enough to him. shit that flavio made him choose. very shit. but he had a choice. and esteban will be around still in the sport to regularly see some of the alpine on-track team. it's goodbye...but it isn't ya know?

yeah. esteban's statement. wow. round of applause. cleverly played. can't say all the shit i kinda really wanna say as i'll get nuked but yeah. i see what ur doing their esteban and i respect it a lot. but daniel made his choice not to do that, and i'm slowly making peace with that. just as a woman who loves revenge.......daniel put on your diana dress.

[moonstone27ls]

X-men 97 thoughts so far...

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So my thoughts initially when I was hesitant to really look at it. Not so much because Disney owns this now. Its just been a long time. I kinda quit watching the original cartoon I wanna say before the last two seasons.

First ep didn't really grab me. At first the animation turned me off. I can't give a definitive reason why. Just something about when they first talked. And also.... did everyone suddenly get paler? oO No I'm not accusing them of whitewashing Storm. I'm referring to in general. I mean even Magneto looks a bit bleached.

It at best seemed decent. Ep 2 was shown and I was intrigued to see Magneto was apparently in Charles will and just gave him everything. Either he loved/had faith in Magneto more than he showed or just dang he pulled a 180 as they say. Lol I kid, I do think Xavier did all that out of good faith.

That one grabbed my attention a lot more. To see Magneto struggle against what he's use to. To try and be better for Xavier and the X-men. I admit seeing Storm lose her powers was a shocker. But I don't believe she'll stay human forever.

As hard as it is sometimes to see the other side. The show did actually attempt to show a pov for humans. (And no not referring to friends of humanity group). Its just a youtber pointed it out, that although Storm was protecting Magneto, yeah through a humans' eyes the powers could look more terrifying. And although it was stupid of the doctor to refuse aid to Madelyne (Jean's clone, sorry warned earlier on spoilers).

I've watched enough hero shows to see... the doc had a point. DC's Ace accidentally killed her parent as a baby. Cyclops has had accidents. So the fear wasn't totally without cause. Still cool though that Rogue could absorb medical knowledge and the nurses complied.

Enjoyed Wolverine's face when she said the baby was coming. Baby Nathan was cute. And the monologue Magneto gave the UN was really well done.

Ep 3 came and well wasn't entirely shocked the Jean, Cylcops had a baby with would turn out to be her clone. I dunno if it was everyone guessing or the comic reference. Hmm for me it was her face in the background. I swear Madelyne looked more angry than shocked.

And also dang that was good moment to show us they could let go of some restraints. Besides the excellent animation in both their fears being shown and Goblin Queen's fight with X-men and Magneto. And I'm gonna say it... Jean's talk with Wolverine. Very sweet moment, it made me a Jean/Logan shipper. And I recall as a kid I wasn't really into it.

Though will it happen... dunno. Probably not. But I wouldn't be entirely against it. Especially watching that whole ep. Just neither one can remember when they got switched. Just awkwarddddddddd. And while it was sad Cyclops had to say goodbye to his baby, granted I had not read the comics but was told enough to know it was gonna happen. Changed obviously but cartoons does their own thing.

Ep 4 was okay, Jubilee's okay but stuff with Mojo was never my thing. I just enjoyed it when her and Roberto finally became an item. Super cute. Though surprised that the X-men just basically bent over when Magneto said "no" to Jubilee's birthday wish. I mean granted yes he owns their group?/or home. But they all literally wanted to enjoy/and give Jubilee a birthday party. Just surprised not even Wolverine offered to take them out.

Storm's arc was so far ok(waiting for part 2 to full give opinion). Felt sorry for her the entire time cause she clearly missed her powers. And was a bit surprised Forge made those weapons... (dunno if thats a direct ref to the comics).

Then on to ep 5... the one I think so far has clearly blown our minds. I'm not gonna lie part of me saw what happened with Genosha coming because I follow people who explain comic history. So moment the place was mentioned I thought "oh boy what are they gonna do". I am a bit surprised Cable attempted to stop it. Or warn others of it? Sooo... is Madelyne dead? Went to fast to show if she survived.

Action scenes were intense to say the least. Not gonna lie I will be super pissed if they killed off Remy just so Rogue can run back to Magneto. Yes I know what the robot said and everyone's all "Magneto's dead".... but considering how this ended I wouldn't be surprised if he's shown alive later. Guess just a bit surprised people died in general. I mean its not Invincible level but you get the idea still surprising.

Any personal notes... okay what I liked. Voice acting's good, glad they got back the original actors, animation, music even pretty good, some of the story has done fairly well. I like some of the new characters.. I mean I guess.. its been 5 episodes I can't say there's been a lot. All of the cameos and easter eggs.

Anything I don't like...the love drama. Cyclops love rectangle(had to add Wolverine). Not sure were the writers are planning to go with this. And Emma Frost is here, as a character I dunno. But her role with Cyclops I DO remember. Please people don't add more. Lol. After this ep I can already see his variables. One, Madelyne's alive and he choses her. Two, Madelyne's dead and he wants Jean back as a rebound; though she's clearly in my opinion should be given space instead of being asked to choose whom to love right now. Or three she's hurt and he drags his feet in between both. Which sucks.

Honestly although I know Logan turned Jean down. I would prefer Jean go "I need space". She finds her space and she just asks Logan on a date. Just to see where it goes.

Then there's the one I REALLY didn't ask for Rogue/Magneto/Gambit. Yes I know this was in the comics but even then I didn't like it. But onto the show version. Don't like it cause there was no hint of it in the series. And secondly felt like the story was trying to give us Rogue/Gambit as a couple. So to see them trying to find their footing and then shoehorn this love triangle in was EXHAUSTING. I mean I love Magneto as a character both hero/antihero and villain. But I don't ship him with Rogue. He's old enough to be her grandfather and the animation doesn't really do well of hiding it either. He's a cool grandpa but still grandpa to me.

AND yes I know this is a revival. But even their attempts to give it justification felt off. Their background made it more awkward. I'm giving my opinion to be clear. You don't like it don't read it. From what I can tell Rogue was kicked out as a teen. And according to the wiki she was 13.

She met Magneto (according to this revival ) sometime after Mystique took her in. What time? I admit it doesn't say. Given how she's in her mid 20s in the show. We still have to assume she was still a teenager when they met.

Again can't give a precise age besides the fact that it was vague on purpose. Secondly, the animators made her look her 20s age even when she met Magneto. And I'm not buying that. I get it they're attempting to not make this triangle so out of the blue.

But doing it like this now and then I'm gonna be blunt watching his actions/and that dance felt wayyyy more predatory than it did romantic. At least Wolverine wouldn't put Jean on the spot so he could get into her pants. I mean come on writers Magneto could literally have ANYONE else without making it feel predatory BD;.

I'll say it again, I will be PISSED if Gambit is killed and Magneto lives. And just so we can push a may/December romance NOBODY asked for. And at Gambit's expense.

Thats it. I'll write my opinions when the rest of the eps are shown. Later till then!

[thewanderingace]

Olay I finally watched Outlander 7x07 and oh my God it was so good!!!! This whole season has been so good!

MASSIVE SPOILERS FOR BOTH 7X07 AS WELL AS FUTURE PLOTLINES CAUSE I REFERENCE BOOKS PLOTS THAT THE SHOW HASN'T DONE YET!

I think it's kinda funny but the same thing is happening to me with the show as it did with the books in which I am much more into Bree and Roger's story than I am Jamie and Claire. Not that I don't love them cause I do and I do very much enjoy their plots but it's not exactly new. Another war, another goodbye, more lovely lovely yeah seen that already. But Bree and Roger's plots are so interesting and I still find myself so intrigued by their show story line as much as I was by the book plot.

I'm thrilled to finally see more positivity around Roger this season. Any time I go on Twitter or Instagram, even Facebook, I'm finally seeing people be kind to Roger. And I am LOVING IT! Finally! I've been so alone in the loving Roger corner of Outlander. If be so happy if this season finally brought some others over.

But okay so this episode. I'm just gonna spe some random thoughts

More Roger in a kilt! Woohoo!!! So handsome. I love it.

It drives me crazy that the show opted to not include Roger's struggle with his voice or even a scar on his throat since it plagues him forever. But I guess I get it cause this way Richard doesnt have to be hoarse forever and I got to hear him sing again so....I guess I can't be too mad lol.

The new actor for Buck is so good. I really enjoyed every scene he was in and how Roger and Bree and the kids all reacted to him showing up. I love that they had a conversation about Buck and Roger being family. I looove that Roger got to punch the crap out of him for both scaring his kids but also for TRYING TO KILL HIM!! I wish Roger's ptsd was shown a little more though. Lile, the hanging severely affected him and the show continues to gloss over it. Like, one conversation and Roger's forgiven him and calling him cousin Buck? Come on. Stupid episode constraints.

Every time Rob was on screen I got so angry lol. Just knowing what he's up to and what he is gonna do. Argh I hate him. When he started to talking to Jem I internally screamed "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!" This meme was all I could think of to properly express myself.

Anyway fuck Rob Cameron.

Just a little thing but all the family moments with Bree, Roger, Jem and Mandy were perfect and I love them so much. So much.

The Bree Roger steamy scene!!! What!! Okay at first I laughed cause of the song choice but I love that song unironically and I love Bree and Roger so I ended up thinking that scene was super nice.

Bree and Roger belong in the 1980s. They belong in modern times and I fucking hate that they go back to the 18th century and stay there. I hate it. I mean I love Roger going back to find Jemmy and the angst of the whole ending of the episode was so raw and good and I loved it. But it reminded me that they all go back and eeeeennhggh I hate it. So much. I want Bree to be with her parents again but she and Roger don't belong in that time. Not like Claire does. They both are much more suited for the 1980s and are amd can be so much happier then. Roger and teach and be a historian and take care of the house. Bree cam be a boss and an engineer. They have cars and electricity and modern medicine and ARGJ they just belong in that time!

Okay let me talk about Claire, Jaime and William bow cause I also have thoughts. Mostly about William. I got a lot of William thoughts because Charles Vandervaart KILLED IT!

Omg casting Charles was such a good choice! I know Charles from Murdoch Mysteries where he played John Brackenreid and I always loved when he was in an episode. I didn't even know he got cast as William until like a week before the premiere amd I saw an image of him comparing him to a pic of Jamie. First of all, holy shot they look so alike it's scary. Secondly he is such a good actor! I couldnt wait to see how he'd play William!

And in this episode he really shined! From the eager to prove himself young inexperienced officer to the first time he truly sees the horrors of the battlefield. I love how the show continues to give William opportunities to show the audience how kind hearted and honorable he is. Like giving his friend and his horse the apple. Helping the soldiers to dig the mass grave, literally getting into the trenches himself, so that his fellow soldiers, including his friend, will have a proper burial. I love it.

[lovecanbesostrange]

On a pure emotional level that Star Trek Picard ending was absolutely fulfilling to me. Once again highlighting to me how as much as I want a good story, I can forgive horsecrap as long as the emotions are true. Character beats sucking me in.

I don’t particularly enjoy either Discovery or Picard. Which is mostly due to the terrible decision of telling season long story arc. Simply not my kind of Trek. It makes one of the things I enjoy most nearly impossible - watching a random ep for fun. With Picard I think this finale (Vox & The Last Generation) work as a sorta movie, so that’s nice. Although of course the problem with S3 is that ep 1-8 tell one story with a great villain, and then the rug is pulled and oops we get the movie that goes down a different path. What a waste of the Dominion... ugh... And it’s so obvious how many storybeats happen just to have an excuse to get all the characters into specific places...

Honestly though, nevermind, who cares, the EMOTIONS! Shaw dying was somewhat of a given, like a 70-30 thing. To give him a quick bowtie to his character arc. Shelby’s death was stupid and unnecessary. Ro... hmmm... we all know Michelle Forbes would not have wanted to return for longer, her death at least brought closure and was the most interesting legacy sacrifice for sure. If they had killed off any of the seven TNG people though... look, I was invested when they said goodbye on that bridge. They played every beat of “this is the last time all of us are in a room together”. Somehow weirdly I especially feared for Will’s life most. Funny, because the Imzadi connection is what saved them. HA! Thank you, Deanna Troi, from the bottom of my heart. For a moment I was baffled how everybody had a thing to do and she was mostly sitting there and yeah, she gets to find the boys to bring them home safe and sound. I’ll take that! (And holy fucking shitballs, Beverly shooting the weapons... what did this woman do the past 20 years?????)

I did watch Best of Both Worlds last week waiting for the finale and it’s still interesting how we only get the aftermath of Wolf 359. How Locutus is only there for such a short time and how deeply this trauma haunts Picard. (So much the Borg were part of all three seasons...)

I needed a happy ending on this so bad and I got it. Although I find it offensive they didn’t even acknowledge how many people died. HALLO??????? Also nice to get it out of the system via beaming and all, but we have so many young officers with this deep rooted assimilation trauma now. WOW! (Looooooooooooved that hug between Seven and Sidney, Seven gets it.)

I am so ready for the supposed Star Trek: Legacy show, I already adore the crew of the...... Enterpise G.............. the Titan was a mighty ship, but guess the rebranding is a very high honor. And we do need that show to find out what Seven’s catchphrase is gonna be. :3 :3 :3 Baby’s first captain’s speech was so great, Janeway would be proud. (Janeway, for all those namedrops I expected to see her face for at least five seconds. But hey, Tuvok is alive!!)

For me the use of humor was great. A few quips to ease the tension. Thank you. Worf’s “I was worried we might actually survive”, Deanna’s “why am I sensing enjoyment” etc etc. That’s what makes the heartwarming moments better as well, like Worf totally blowing Rafi’s cover (ending her spy career forever) and thus helping her reunite with her family. I need the whole range of human emotions. (Also clearly Data needs a new cat.)

The story... overall......... there is a lot to criticize. But this season was the TNG reunion first and foremost (also setting up a new crew, finally finding a better rhythm). And this hour delivered as that. I believe in the friendship of these people, even when some were gone for 20 years and the contact between others was sporadic at best. Let them drink and play poker.

[sapppy-cocktail]

I Like You - Part 5

Sadie Sink x Reader

Masterlist

Part 4

"Y/N!" A voice yells from behind me. I turned around to see Sadie and Finn sprinting towards me. My eyes widen as Finn tackles me into a hug, Sadie doing the same once she reaches me. "Hey guys." I mumble into Finn's shoulder as he's holding me so tight that I can't move my mouth from there. So I'm stuck practically eating his jacket. "Are you guys going to let me go now?" I ask finally able to twist my head out of his shoulder but groan as I meet Sadie's shoulder. "No." They both say at the same time and they continue to hold me in their arms for what seems like hours which turned out to be less than a minute. "It's been forever since we've seen you and all we get is a groan." Sadie says pouting making me open my mouth to speak up but that's when my stomach grumbles and speaks up for me. "Ahh, she's hungry." Finn says smirking as Sadie speaks up. "Slept in?" She asks as I groan and walk away from them. "The table's this way." Sadie says grabbing my hand and pulling me in the opposite direction. Finn begins to follow us but then a voice calls out his name. "Shit. I have to go. Y/N. I'll find you when you're done." He says pointing at me and waves us goodbye before jogging to the person that called him over.

As we reach the table I grab a plate and begin filling it up. "Y/N! Sadie!" Two familiar voices call out before I feel arms wrap around my waist and a head on my shoulder. "Oh hey Millie." I say smiling as I around to look at her. "Y/N." She says dragging out my name. "Y/N!" another voice yells yanking Millie away from me to put themself in her position. "Noah." I say smiling amusedly as he sheepishly smiles. "Y/N." He replies making me laugh. "Get ready for filming!" A voice calls out grabbing our attention. "I guess we'll see you when they announce the winners." I smirk as I move to Sadie and grab her hand and pull her along behind me as I put an apple in my mouth.

"I'm Y/N L/N." "And I'm Sadie Sink." "And we're doing the best friend test." I say as I lift Sadie's hand into the air making her smile before speaking up. "And Noah and Millie will also be completing a friendship test so we will see who's really best friends." She says making me nod. "This isn't even a competition. We have time on them." I hear Millie say from the other room making me call furrow my eyebrows. "We still have a better friendship Millie!" I call out making me hear a laugh from both Sadie and Millie. "Y/N!" Sadie says as she slaps me."Well it's true." I say making her shake her head. "The first challenge is trust falls." the girl says making me pump a fist in the air as I hear Millie and Noah groan. "They'll win this challenge." Millie says as I hear Noah agree with her. "No one can beat Y/N in trust falls that was like her thing on set. Like even from season 1. I think the first day we met we did one." I hear Noah say making us laugh. "Really?" Sadie asks making me laugh again. "Yeah, I did it with everyone. Didn't we do one on your first day of set?" I ask making her think. "Oh my God. I think we did." Sadie says as her eyes widen in realisation. "Okay come on. We're off to a good start." I say as Sadie turns her back on me. "Sadie do you trust her?" A producer asks making her smile. "Absoulutely." She says making me smile widely.

"You ready?" I ask as I get into position. "Of course." She says before I begin the countdown. "Alright. 3. 2. 1." I say before she falls back into my arms and I push her back up. "Wait. That one was bad. Let's do it again." I say making her shake her head with a smile as she turns her back on me once more. I take a step back to try and catch her from as low as possible. "Now." I say making her lean back. I catch her and slowly bring her back up. "See. I'm too good." I say making her and a few people behind the cameras crack a smile. "Your turn." Sadie says making my eyes widen. "What?" I ask as my jaw drops. "You don't trust me? Worried I'm going to drop you?" Sadie asks with a teasing smile. I groan before turning away from her and prepare myself to fall back on her. "Anytime now." She says, amusement laced in her voice. "You better catch me." I say as I shut my eyes tightly and bite my lip. "I promise." I hear her voice say a second before I fall back. She catches me and I let out a breath of relief. "Thank you God." I say as I put a hand over my heart. "Oh come on. I'm not that bad." She says making me laugh which in return makes her scoff. "Wow. I see how it is." She says making me laugh. "These needed to be answered fast. Are you ready?" One of the producers asked making me nod. "What is your friend's favourite snack on set?" The person asks making me answer in less than a heartbeat. "Seaweed crackers." I say making her nod with wide eyes. "I do love those. Oh, um, wait, I know this. Oh! Those chocolates. They're biscuits that are coated with chocolates. They're, T. They start with a T." She says as she struggles to think of the name.

"TimTams?" I ask making her nod. "Yes! TimTams!" She says making me nod. "Those are the ones. I won't leave the country without some in my bag. Shawn actually gave me a whole box of them on the first day of filming and left a note that said 'For good luck!' During one of the more serious scenes he came up to me before we began filming and said 'I had those brought from the other side of the world for you so I wanna see an emmy-worthy performance.'" I say as I think back to the moment. Sadie laughs as she remembers. "He went up to her later and congratulated her on the performance." She says making me speak up. "So when you watch the show and hopefully get emotional from the scene. I want you to remember that I put my heart and soul into that. So I better be getting even more when we begin filming next season." I say making her shake her head as she laughs. "How will they know what scene you're talking about?" One of the producers asks me, making Sadie and I look at each other before we burst out in laughter. “I promise you'll know when you see it." I say making Sadie speak up. “Guaranteed.” Sadie says as the producer nods before asking the next question. "Is your friend a morning or a night person?" She asks making Sadie and I laugh. "Sadie's an early bird. Her bedtime on set was 9:30." I say making her roll her eyes before they widen. "Wait! Hang on. I stayed up a ton of nights. Remember?" She asks making me look at her confused. She rolls her eyes before leaning into my ear. "I slept in your bed. I stayed up until like 12 one night." She whispers into my ear making me roll my eyes. "Sorry guys. One night her bedtime was at 12." I smirk, which makes her mimic my previous expression. "At least I didn't fall asleep on set." She says making me scoff and laugh. "Damn. You got me there." I say making her smirk proudly. "Thank you Glamour for having us." I say as Sadie nods her head.

A few days later I get in the car to go to the Jimmy Fallon show. As we pull up I greet the other members and before we go out and take seats. Finn was on my right and Sadie was on my left. "So in honor of having you all here and since we haven't seen each other in what. Almost three years? So today we're playing a game first, and then we'll answer some questions." He says as all of us nod and he stands up guiding us towards the stage. "So they're mini games. Sadie and Y/N you're up first since Y/N was pretty smitten with you the last time I saw you guys." Jimmy says making me put my face in my hands as I laugh. "This game is truth or eat. We've decided to hook you up to a lie detector because Y/N you said you've always wanted to try one. So your wish is granted." He says giving me a smirk as I laugh and look at the disgusting food on the table as a few people hook us up to lie detectors. "Pull an envelope." Jimmy says pointing at the stack of letters. I picked the letter with the number 14 on the front. I opened it and read the question out loud. "Favourite cast member?" I say as Sadie releases a breath of relief. "Oh, Y/N obviously." Sadie says making Millie speak up. "We all know why." Millie says making the other cast members snicker. We all laugh as Jimmy looks around confused. "Wait, what happened? Someone want to tell me what just happened?" He says making Sadie and I laugh harder. "You better tell me later." He says pointing at Noah as he laughs and nods. "Alright. Number 11. It says have you had your first kiss, and if so, when?" She says as a smile plays on her lips as I lick mine nervously. "Yes. I have." I say making the other cast members nod and smile at each other knowingly. "And when was it?" Gaten asks with a teasing smile making me roll my eyes.

"2021." I say as the others laugh and nod in agreement, but then the person reading my lie detector results speaks up. "She's lying." He calls out making all of their eyes widen and gasp as they walk over. "What? Who?" Finn asks, and he runs over to the man with the results. His eyes widen as he looks at the results. He goes to say something but then his eyes quickly glance at Sadie then back to me, and he scoffs, a small smile playing on his lips. "Is it who I think it is?" He asks me as he raises an eyebrow. I bit my lip, trying to hide my nervous smile. The man reading the lie detector speaks up again. "Her heart beating faster signals that you have an accurate guess." Finn scoffs again and lets out a chuckle as he shakes his head. "Wow. Didn't know you had game since you were 14.' He says making me laugh. "Oh please. You had your first kiss when you were 13, at least I was 14." I say making him laugh and shake his head as he walks back to the others. "Now I need to know." Jimmy says as he looks around for someone to answer him. They all laugh and shake their heads which causes him to groan in frustration. "This isn't fair." He whines making us laugh. As I threw my head back in laughter, I felt another hand slip into my hand underneath the table. My smile slightly enlarges as I feel her give it a little squeeze and I see her smiling brightly at me. I feel my face heat up and that's when I notice Finn smirking at me and he raises an eyebrow as he looks me up and down as if he could tell what was happening underneath the table.

“Last question.” Jimmy says as I go to grab a card. “Oh this one’s easy.” I say as I read the card. “Show your iPhone wallpapers.” I say looking up to see her eyes widen and her mouth slightly drop. She looks down and winces as she stares at the disgusting foods. “Wait what? What are you doing?” I ask as she looks up at me nervously. “I can’t show it.” She whispers only loud enough for me to hear as I lean over the table. “Why?” I ask making her look at her phone before picking it up and handing it to me as she looks away as I take hold of it. I tap the screen and it lights up. Her lockscreen being the photo millie and Noah took of us when we were tangled in each others arms on the bed after my first night of arriving in Atlanta. I raise my eyebrows and smile creeps up on my features as I say her name. Her cheeks flush as she turns to me. I laugh as I hand the phone back to her and she unlocks the phone and give it back to me again. Her home screen was another picture of us. Except this one I hadn’t seen before. During the break between filming season 4 and the premiere of season 4 I had travelled a few countries and I had met up with Sadie after a few months of traveling alone. We met up in Paris, Noah also happened to be there so he joined us on our first night there. We had booked a hotel that had an amazing view from the balcony and I presume Noah had taken the photo since it was only us 3 there. The background of the photo was slightly blurred, it was just the lights going slightly diagonal. The Eiffel Tower was as clear as day and you could see us very clearly. We were on a balcony eating dinner and I was leaning on my hand smiling as I looked at Sadie who was laughing in the photo. Covering her mouth with her hand. I look up to see her already looking at me. Her cheeks slightly flushed as I smile even wider trying to contain a laugh from slipping out.

As I hand her back the phone and I grab an awful looking sandwich and quickly shove it in my mouth. I wince as the smell of the food enters my nostrils and the taste of it in my mouth. “Y/N!” Sadie yells as her eyes widen as I chew slowly, my nose scrunched up in disgust as I feel like puking. I look behind her to see everyone scrunching their faces. I swallow and grab the glass of water next to me and swash it around in my mouth in attempts to get rid of the taste. I spit it out in the bucket next to me and repeat it. “What a disgusting end to the game. Y/N takes the fall for Sadie. Let’s give them a round of applause.” Jimmy yells as he pats me on the back as I go to take a seat on the couch. “Don’t worry I’m prepared for when call me a bad host.” Jimmy says making me crack a smile as Finn laughs as walks with Jimmy to the stage. I watch as the begin playing but then I’m tapped on the shoulder. “Did you need the bathroom?” A lady on set asked me as I nod and begin to follow her with my hand clutched onto my stomach.

The lady had handed me some mints and mouthwash in attempts to help me get rid of the awful taste. I thank her and begin using the mouthwash. As I swash it around in my mouth I hear the door open making me look in the direction of the door through the mirror. Sadie’s head peaks in and when she notices me she walks into the bathroom completely. “You know you didn’t have to do that for me.” She says smiling nervously as she holds my arm with one hand and the other runs up and down my arm. I smile before I spit out the mouthwash. “It’s fine. I think the only problem is that nobodies gonna wanna kiss me.” I say teasingly as I take more mouthwash into my mouth. I look at her through the mirror and she raises an eyebrow at me. “You sure?” She asks teasingly as I spit it out once more and throw some mints in my mouth before I turn around to face her. “Of course.” I say as if it was obvious. “Are you sure cause I really wanna kiss you.” She says as she stares at my lips before she smiles nervously and looks up at me once she finishes the sentence. I feel my cheeks heat up as I reach up to rub the back of my neck. “Really?” I ask as I look away quickly before turning back to see her eyes at my lips again. She doesn’t respond and just leans closer to me. Closing the small gap between us. My eyes shut as my hands move to hold her waist as her hands fly to my neck and as I try to make a move to pull away for air she doesn’t let me and just pulls me even closer than before. Once she does pull away my eyes are wide and her cheeks are flushed as nervously smiles. “Wow.” Is all that comes out of my mouth making me feel like an idiot. She smiles and raises an eyebrow as my hand goes up to rub the back of my neck again. “Wow.” I mumble once more as I try to process what happened. It’s not that I’ve never kissed her it’s just that it felt different. It might’ve been our circumstances or it might’ve been cause we’ve grown or my feelings have grown but whatever that was, was bloody amazing.

Part 6

A/N: There should be one more part left guys. Also anyone curious about California love. It will be continuing. I just need to figure out what I’m going to do with it. Anyways hope you guys like this.

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[iliumheightnights]

I See You | Din Djarin x Male Reader

Fandom: Star Wars, The Mandalorian Pairing: Din Djarin x male!reader Summary: Din returns to his husband after Grogu’s departure.

WARNING: This has spoilers for the finale of season 2 of the Mandalorian! You have been warned.

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As the Slave One flew towards the landing pad, Din could only think about the Razor Crest and how it felt to land her right there knowing he was home. He wouldn’t be doing that anymore, he wouldn’t be able to. The Razor Crest was gone...and so was Grogu.

Din tried not to think of it. The Razor Crest being gone hurt him greatly, he had that ship for years. Pretty much since he went out to become a bounty hunter. It was part of his armor, part of him...and now that part was gone.

Of course, the Razor Crest wasn’t the only thing that was gone. Along with his ship, Grogu was gone as well. The little womp rat stole his heart and had taken it with him. He had tried his best to get Grogu back from Gideon, he hadn’t expected a Jedi to show up and take Grogu away from him so fast. He understood it was important for Grogu to be with someone who knew how to train him, but it still hurt. He barely had time to say goodbye.

“We’re here.” Boba Fett’s voice spoke out.

The sound of the ship's engine died down a bit. Din saw the house not too far from the landing pad. He hadn’t been there in a few weeks. His home. Din stood from the seat, Boba and Fennec following him to the ramp.

“Thank you.” Din said, turning to the pair. “For all your help. You didn’t need to help me, but you did. I won’t forget it.”

Boba nodded. “Only returned a favor.” Boba then reached out his hand. “You’ll always have an ally here.”

“Thank you.”

Fennec nodded at him. “I’m sorry things didn’t end the way you wanted them to. I know you weren’t expecting to lose him again so soon.”

Din was quiet for a moment before nodding. “Yeah.” He turned to the house in front of him before turning back to the pair. “Thank you again.” With that, he walked down the ramp and towards the house. As he walked he heard the engines of the Slave One powering up again. He heard the ship flying off and far away from them. He was alone again.

As he walked towards the front door of the house, he passed by a large garden that was growing lots of different types of fruits and vegetables. He heard the sound of animals in the distance. After walking for what seemed like forever he reached the front door. He pressed his hand to the scanning pad and heard the door unlock with a clink.

Din then took a breath before stepping inside.

The moment Din stepped inside of the house he instantly calmed. The inside was warm. Both in temperature and spirit. They had worked hard to make this place a home and it was showing now. Speaking of the other person who helped make this home with Din…

The man walked out of a room into the living room. He was busy looking at a datapad and hadn’t noticed Din just yet. Din smiled underneath his helmet. There was his husband. “M/n.” Immediately, the man looked up from the tablet and broke into a bright smile. “Din.” He rushed at the Mandalorian, crashing into him with a tight hug. Din was quick to hug his husband back. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too.” Din said back to him.

M/n pulled back before looking down and around the floor. “I’m guessing by the absence of a little green baby...you found a Jedi?”

Din went quiet and nodded. “Yeah. I did.”

M/n gave him a small smile and gently rubbed his arm. “It’ll be okay. He’ll never forget you, and you’ll never forget him.” M/n let go of his husband's arm and began walking back. “Now...let me make you something to eat you must be starving.”

Din watched M/n walk towards the kitchen, as he did, he wondered if he should do the thing he's always thought about doing for M/n. M/n had never brought it up. He knew it was part of Din’s code and had always respected him for it. But Din knew his husband wanted to see him. He’d already done it twice very recently, his code was already broken...why not do it for M/n?

Without thinking any more on the subject Din moved his hands up to his helmet. He would be lying if he said it didn’t scare him, but this is M/n. His husband. He wouldn’t make things difficult for Din. Then just like that, his helmet was off.

“So what are you in the mood for? I can make Shaak, Kaadu, anything you wa-” M/n stopped as he took in the sight of his husband's face. A face he’s only caught glances of from reflections and from the side. “Din…”

“M/n. I had to take my helmet off to help Grogu.” Din thought of the first time he had to take his helmet off in the Imperial Refinery. Then the time he took it off when he said goodbye to Grogu...and all the people that saw his face. His code was already broken, but did the code really matter? “I don’t want to hide my face anymore. Not from you.”

M/n smiled and let out a huffed laugh before walking closer and holding Din’s head in his hands. He let his fingers trace every line of the man’s face, taking in every inch of him. Din brought his own gloved hands up to hold his husband’s face. It was clear, unlike looking through a visor he was able to see M/n clearly.

“I see you.” M/n said with a smile.

“I see you too.”

[anxiouslynumbme]

Well, I watched the episode and I have feelings. Mixed ones. It's clear that the idea of Tim proposing to Ashley made Lucy uneasy, and maybe caused some confusing emotions. So, there's that. Great, a step forward. Wonderful. Now, as someone who loves the idea of Lucy and Tim together, I choose to view Tim's look of discomfort before saying "yeah, I can" as him having those exact confusing emotions Lucy was having. However, a casual, non-fan of Chenford might view it as Tim being nervous about his relationship with Ashley in general, and committing to her so early. And I wouldn't blame them at all. It could also be interpreted like that. I guess the fake-out/prank was in theme with their characters, but it didn't work for me. I would've really appreciated it, writers, if Tim looked at Lucy and his smile dropped for a second because of what he saw on her face. A frown that implies he was confused, too, as they stared at each other. Lucy finally questioning herself and why the whole thing bothered her in the first place. Tim wondering why she had that crestfallen look on her face, and both of them asking why she pushed the whole marriage thing so damn hard. Because honestly, Lucy, the first time you go on vacation with someone means you want to marry them? Not everyone is Wopez. It's a big step, sure. But it doesn't suggest a proposal during that trip. I'm totally with Tim on this one. So, I think with Lucy, the pieces are finally moving. Painstakingly slow, but they're moving. I was still left with this feeling of not enough. It's just not enough. After four seasons, there needs to be more. More, so that it actually makes sense when and if they get together. I don't know, dude, it's just how I feel. I need a little more than this, that's all. I believe most of us predicted one thing though, and it was Ashley mentioning she doesn't want to get married and have kids. And I kinda dreaded it. I don't mind them showing that they're incompatible. But I just hate it so much when writers do that to end a relationship on a show to get the main couple together. As though, if Ashley wanted those things, Tim would be with her forever. I want Tim to leave Ashley because he chooses to. Regardless of what Ashley, or any other potential romantic partner, wants. He wouldn't want to have these things with them, anyway. Because he's in love with Lucy. Plain and simple. And oh, silly me, I'm still looking forward to the finale. But that's only because I love seeing Chenford on screen in any way I can. They seem to be leaning into Lucy realizing her feelings first, and I hope they do it right going on to season five. As for the finale itself, I'm expecting nothing, and I actually don't want anything super major to happen–it's not the right time. I think with the "I just wanna say" scene, Tim kinda looks sad/upset, so maybe she's going away on an assignment, that would be great. Or I think, and I hope, it's because Lucy won't be his Aide anymore, and that's their goodbye-ish scene. Or, you know, it's absolutely nothing at all.

[kitkatwinchester]

One year ago today...

On November 19th, 2020, I said goodbye to a show that I never thought would leave me.

And now, a year later, I feel so lucky to say that it still hasn't.

From the minute I joined the fandom, I knew that Supernatural was something special. A part of that was how funny, heartwarming, and all around beautiful the show itself was, but ultimately, there was so much more to it than that.

Supernatural is special not because of the show, but because of its family. Because of the cast, the crew, the fans, and everyone in between, Supernatural still has a voice today.

There's been a lot of drama in the last year. I can't deny that. The in-fighting over the finale has left me heartbroken more times than I can count, and the metaphorical "Season 16" that has been circling through the internet has had so many highs and lows that I've wanted to log off more times than seems necessary.

But I never did, and I'm still here, as are so many others. And that's insane to me.

It's crazy to me that something that causes so much drama and emotional turmoil somehow also still creates so much love and appreciation in the depths of it all.

It's crazy to me that while so many people shout how much they hate the show, the writers, the cast, and everything in between, there are just as many people shouting how much they love and appreciate everything that the show has created.

It's crazy to me that so many people in this fandom can go from hating this show to loving it in a heartbeat.

I guess that's what it means to truly love something to no end. You see it for all of its faults, and you point them out and bash on them, but in the end, you'll never stop loving it, no matter how many flaws or cracks you can find.

I like to think that this attitude will stay forever. I like to think that Supernatural's legacy will continue to grow and thrive, even as this anniversary gets longer and longer.

I don't know if that's true. I don't know if, forty years from now, we'll all still be spending every waking moment thinking about this show and what it has meant to us (and done to us) over the years.

But I like to hope we will.

And even if we don't, that's okay to. Because I know that, no matter what we say, or do, or how our lives progress after this, Supernatural will always have a special place in our hearts. It's part of who we are, and it always will be.

So yeah. Maybe this post is a little late. And maybe I didn't finish the edit that I wanted to have done for the anniversary, or make any new collages, or write any new stories. Maybe I didn't have the time to commit my everything to this show that I have in the past.

But I didn't forget. And I never will. And I have a feeling no one else will either.

So here's to another year of remembering. Whether it's through a Season 17, or even just through yet another binge watch--I finally had the courage, for the first time, to re-watch the series finale today, and I sobbed just as much, if not more, than I did the first time--Supernatural will always have our backs, and we will always keep it in our hearts.

After all, that's what family does, right?